Wednesday, April 25, 2007

stop! stop it!

Sorta depressing I guess. I am glad, to have best friends like you all. everytime when you asked 'are you okay?', really, i felt like crying in front of you. For no reason, everything was overwhelming, about him, thesis, homesickness...if there is a way that can stop all this depressed feelings, I would trade whatever I have with it. really...I will.
Nic just called, asked for someone else's phone number again...i just felt like, that's it? am i the only one that everyone can call just for someone else's number? great, I am just a person that's indifferent i guess. ha
when you are in a depress mood, everything is negative...I guess I will have to deal with it myself, stop the negative thought, stop every obstacle that stops me going forward.