寂寞寂寞就好

早点认错，早一点解脱。
我寂寞寂寞就好，这时候谁都别来安慰，拥抱。
就让我一个人去痛到受不了，想到快疯掉。
死不了，就还好。

但寂寞久了，才发现身旁不需另一个人，我也可以过得很好。
对你是不是不公平？对自己是不是太无情。
我的信仰，人本来就寂寞的，借来的，总得还。
是否残忍了点呢？
我看破了，放开了执着，看得见的以后，却是对爱的不渴望。
只是加深了对循环定律的无奈。

我多想回到依然执着的自己，天真的自己，对爱渴望的自己。

Fear? or conquer?

To be honest, it's been ages since I had someone cares that much about me. yea, it's been awhile.
It reminds me of those days when I was still naive and thought love could conquer everything.
Was it aging or was it disappointment that I stopped believing in love. I lost the hope of wanting to love but to be loved. yet when here's the chance, I took a step back and felt like running away.
I hope the feeling would go away, the feeling of running away...because I truly wanted to take the chance, the chance to be loved once again...