stop! stop it!

Sorta depressing I guess. I am glad, to have best friends like you all. everytime when you asked 'are you okay?', really, i felt like crying in front of you. For no reason, everything was overwhelming, about him, thesis, homesickness...if there is a way that can stop all this depressed feelings, I would trade whatever I have with it. really...I will.
Nic just called, asked for someone else's phone number again...i just felt like, that's it? am i the only one that everyone can call just for someone else's number? great, I am just a person that's indifferent i guess. ha
when you are in a depress mood, everything is negative...I guess I will have to deal with it myself, stop the negative thought, stop every obstacle that stops me going forward.

Random

It took courage to take the first move, and now it takes time to forget.
Summer is coming back, will you still be there? or will you melt away after winter?

蓝图

开始念心理学才知道原来很多烦恼是真实地存在，不管你是在什么年龄层，什么阶级，什么背景。
我最近感到愉快，是因为我又开始了那种拥有憧憬的心情，好久好久都没有这么开心过了，就像沙漠中得到雨露，即开心也害怕。害怕那是海市蜃楼，转眼不见。望，只望这次的梦想能实现。
心还想着不能实现的一切，无忧的生活，百变的蓝图，不想了，不望了，也不忘了。 那是美好的。我愿这美好能一直维持，即便那是个遗憾……