來信了……

你來信了，今早的心情特愉快。
一封普普通通的問候，竟也能讓我開心一整天呐。

Groomy sky today, make everyone feels grey, especially me.
Volunteer today at an old folks place, found out that one of the residents that i have been worked with for about 1 and half years passed away few days ago. It was kinda depressing, seeing her changing from a healthy person to a person who was inability to walk by herself and have to rely on wheelchair. I have seen her drinking juices that i have given her, i have been watching her smile, i have been ...holding her hand and helping her walked from one end to the other.
Now, memory seems so close to me, yet the images are far from me at the same time. While i was walking back from my volunteer work, I just could't stop thinking of someone that i missed so much but i have not been able to touch or talk to them anymore. Death does make me feel that life is short, especially seeing a person who is close to me passed away in front of me long time ago...
Treasure whatever you have in hand, speak out loud whenever you have something in mind, hold the hands of your love one, because you will not know what is going to happen next.

總是希望能看透生、老、病、死。
總是渴望能體會別人所不能體會的。

speak out loud whenever you have something in mind, yet...
i am still lacked of courage to look into your eyes.